Forbidden Love.

My name is...Ashley
I am at the age of...18
I stand at...5'5
I am single and im lesbian
I rather enjoy my peace and not talk with another.I can be harsh and have a temper.I do not speak of my past nor will I ever.I do have a sweet side to me that rarely comes out unless i want it to and i can be possesive of whats mine.I do not like to share.My smile is no longer real but a fake small one.I have a habit of punching walls or throwing things when im angery or frustrated.I might not seem like the drinking or smoking type but I drink every time i can and smoke here and there

I walked slowly through the streets, looking toward the rain puddles and stepping in my reflection.
The water distorted my face and I watched with shame. I walked through the back alley and looked and saw an "i love you" graffiti sign half covered up. Angrily I walked toward the main road again and kept my gaze down.

I leaned back forther on the rough bark that was the base of an oak tree.A sigh escaped my lips as I closed my eyes and let the rain that began to fall soak my clothes.I toke comfert in the cold rather then heat now a days.I had my knees pull up but my legs spread a little with my elbows on them, my head leaning back to let the rain drops fall on my heeks.

I walk down to the market place and see the rain dripping off the water chain hanging from the store. I cup my hand and place it under. I watch as water droplets drip onto my hands soothing them from the heat I had captured when gripping my palms. I looked and to my surprise and quaint approval a water droplet in the shape of a heart had formed.

I smiled smally at the feel of the cool water that soothed my heat skin.My hands lightly gripped my jeans that I wore just to keep me here on this earth rather then be lost in my thoughts.I all ways loved the rain in any shape or form, storms go just the same.

The water droplet vanished as another drop had fallen and my smile disappeared just as quickly as it had came. "Even rain can't be happy." I think to myself grabbing a bag. I grab some fruits and a bag of chips and tea and pay for my stuff. Then I start walking towards my house in the woods.

After a while or an hour as It seemed I was completely soaked and need to get home before I got sick.I grumbled under my breath as I stood, my smile vanishing and stuffed my hands into my pockets as I walked down the sidewalk.

Walking for a few minutes I reached my house in the woods. I walked to the door and struggled with the groceries. I lifted them on my knee and searched my back pocket. That is when I realized I had left my wallet at the store. "Aw man!" I moaned out loud kicking the door and cussing under my breath. I opened the door with my key and walked inside leaving the groceries on the floor. I grabbed the nearest pack of cigs and started lighting up. I inhaled and wheezed and started darting back towards the market place.

I Grabbed my hair and pulled it up into a pony as I quickened my pace down the street.I bite the inside of my cheeks trying to figure out how I could get a shot of vodka while im out and sighed getting no idea.I shrugged knowing Ill find out how to get it one way or another.

Flying over branches, taking heavier puffs and cursing under my breath of how my wallet better be there. I start running now throwing my cig on the ground and stomping it. I sprint to the store and turn the corner and run straight into you and bounce back.

"OW WTH?" I yell out loud

I stumbled back and landed on my ass with a rather loud grunt.My eyes narrowed as I staretd to stand "What were your fucking going you dumbass!" I shouted at the girl who just ran into me and glared.My fist clentched as I stepped over her and kept walking without another word.

I get up and look at you with awe.
"Damn she is pretty as fuck." I say out loud not caring about the others.
I forget all about my wallet and follow you slowly up the street

I ignore the freaking pressance behind me and put both my hands behind my head as I walk.I knew this chick wasn't about to get anything out of me and why well because first off I wouldent let her and secondly I didnt need anyone in my life at the moment.

"Hey man, slow your roll" I call out catching up to you.
"I'm sorry. Just I am a rude person overall..." I look down and put shame on myself.
"I'm Jay"

Another sigh escaped as I stopepd moving and turned my head over my shoudler to look at her with a slight frown at the samefull look.I could feel a slight pounding in my head as a sign of a headache should be on its way."Dont apoligize cause I dont care either way and im ashley" I muttered out after a few moments and turned my head away.

"What crawled up her ass?" I wonder and walk in silence for a moment.
"So you from around here?" I ask.

(g2g kriss. night)

I closed my eyes slightly as i walked just barley open enough for me to see."Not exactly" i mumbled in reply as I scratched the back of my head.